Open, close, open, then close again

I never would have thought that this thought process would be open ever again. I thought that I already closed this entire part of my life. Who would've known that a conversation with my flatmate would open it up all over again? And better yet, would you have accepted him to lead me to a different path of closure? I didn't.

Maybe I really did hurt his ego big time. Maybe I hurt his ego enough to not want to have anything to do with me. It's too bad if that were the case but I guess that's what I'll have to live with. Regret? Yes and no. Yes because what a waste. No because life is good right here and right now.

just keep on keepin on...