Substandard

did i really give substandard work? I know I didn't exactly give my best considering I only made my paper in 30 minutes. But for them to say that i copy pasted... that they weren't satisfied... well.. that made me feel like shit. why? because I don't think what I gave was shit. they told me summarize. So I did. then it's off? kala ko ba mamaya na yung analysis? shet! this isn't anything about them.... this is me. Shit! this shouldn't have happened. This should never happen. I mean.. my groupmates have given me work that was unsatisfactory before.. but I usually expected it when it happens. But this time, I didn't expect it. Maybe this is why i feel shitty? Gotta let go. now.

arg! MEDIOCRITY is not something i am comfortable with. Then again, seems like, MEDIOCRITY is a reality I'm stuck in. Fuck!