splat-ness

This is the start of my splat splatacious splatness. Ayoko na... Splat! Word for the year.. haha... incomplete thoughts. don't care. i get it. splat agaib. how many times will i repeat this. oh! haven't had rice in a while. new thought zooming in... splat soon to arrive... ate stella shouted. bad toks (is this right?) Screw it. teenage angst. ugh. splat. over it. care angst? yup yup. love it. disturbed? me? yes. here we go again. I'm writing this for me so whatever na. Ayoko na talaga. Nothing is ever gonna happen if continue this way. wahahaha. i miss my friends. haven't been doing anything but work. wanna have fun again.

don't want to be serious anymore. except too much of myself. don't do enough to reach expectations. I will learn.

Splat in case you haven't guessed yet is a condition wherein you can't just explain it but it feels like your brain fell from the sky and all you have left in your brain is oozing sludge. so you can't really think straight. all you can say is.... SPLAT.